Looking Back.

I look back at this freshman year and it's been freaking crazy maayne. Right now, I wish everything was the same before high school came. I guess I can say that I changed, but not in a good way.. like as in get hyper? I don't use my phone as much I used to anymore, and I call more often because I can't text while I do HW and stuff. I cut my hair, and maybe that was my sense of pride and confidence I had. It got chopped in half. I have low self esteem even more nowadays. I try to regain everything I lost, and try to fix things, but it isn't working out. What's wrong with me? Hedge, all the things I write is all emo-y. I need some vibrant person to come and help me become Jina Kim again.. God help me. Who reads these stuff anyways? Sorry, I vent so much.