Unusual Thursdaaay..

School ended, FINALLY because we had a block schedule of hour and twenty (i think) of 3 periods today.. boring. In health, I watched the OUTSIDERS. PE curl-up test. I PASSED(: barely. You need to do 18 curlups to pass, and i did 18 ! HAHAH, funny. Me and Jeffrey caught up. And shiiz, and I learned something that was so gay. Why would you have letters hanging on YOUR wall when YOU'RE talking to ANOTHER GIRL. Got me pissed. I burned his face, HAHA. Literally. I'm a pyro maniac. Justkidding, but like Monica said, I watch too much Korean Drama. Well after, it was Math, but Maryanne kept bothering me, and then we got into a group and played ABCD(x funn days. I truly had fun, and I'm gettting better, no more hiding my feelings yeah?(= Afterschool I was going to visit SLC, and which I did. But ended up going to Dolphin Bay and eating Popcorn Chicken and drink 2 for $3 milk tea :D Hahaha, the funny thing is.. I was getting a ride from CebrinaJane and I thought that only me, klare, and her were going in the car, and when the car came, 7 PEOPLE CAME ! --x and i was like, uhh.. and me and jackie was going to the trunk so there's room. And just when I was almost over the seat, the car MOVED. and I fell down. and Cebrina got out and opened the trunk so she can put the back seat on, I was there.. UPSIDE DOWN LOOKING AT CEBRINA LIKE O.O AHHAH FUNNNYY! I was seriously upside down. WOW so funny. Then I visited SLC and came home. Made Monica and Klare a video..  and blahbblabhalbhalbhbahh here am I, blogging about my day. 

God truly blessed me with great friends (:

Gee.

Today, we ended really early and I felt glad we did. I felt so old & sophisticated somehow. Flashing our ID cards to the SIA and getting out of schooool (: Yeah, well I guess we were all hungry so we all headed to TC, but ended losing HALF the people cuhs they headed to pho.. how lamee! but I had fun, today. walked to chipotle infact, and ate. Then walked halfway to school, and went to TC and went to Borders.. we had a GIRL day, seriously. Thanks guys(:

Loved today, bye loves<3

This made my day(:

DEARJANDI,

JKim, 

Yesterday was bad. For all 3 of us.

finding out the truth, losing someone?

I can't say I've been in your position, but I know it hurts when you lose someone.

I can feel that you dislike whats going on, but hey, we always lose and win.

Someone will replace him soon enough. We all are waiting for something/someone.

One boy like Junpyo will scoop you off your feet :)

Okay, this doesn't even make sense. I feel like an idiot.. 

Mmm, feel better please. 

Seeing you down, makes me and ferret down. We honestly don't know what to say, but know were always going to be here for you. As I said always, I'm not a good advice giver. :/

But I know forsure that he will eventually know what he did wrong, and losing you to him would fall back into his mind. He's going to regret every moment. Whatever you do, don't bring hatred into this.

What comes around, goes around you know?

So keep your head up please =)

I''ll even be here for you at 4 AM if you need to talk to me. :)

Mkays, I'll be seeing you soon, so know were going to hang out today, and we'll be having a VENTing day. (=

I love youuu JandiKim .

Love always,

Princess. <3

Mkay, so today was venting day, we shared our darkest things(x I love today. Legit meeting. Wowww, I'm such a loser for using the word LEGIT. mhm, well I guess today was a really deep day. I'm really going to try hard from now on. Show I'm not a weekling anymore. And that I don't try to avoid him everydayy. Well today was one day I actually loved, it made me feel so secure, and I found friends for life. Love you guys<3

Dear Hyeokje,

"Its okay jandi, even if you lose JunPyo you'll always have JiHoo (: so cheer up. "

You and your Boys Before Flowers craze. HHAHAHA, and no, I still don't think I look like JanDi, but whatevers. You're KimBum. But, you're right. and I'm keeping that quote forever[x

Gracias.

-JinaaaK.

Or in your case, JanDi.

Highlight of the Day:

Son DAYUMMMMMMMBI

Today, was great(=

Princess SH<3,

S: dont worry. eventually, things will get better.
J: Mkay, its fine if it doesnt. I got God(:
S: dont liee jinaaaa. i know you feel bad.
J: Im not!
S: JUST ADMIT IT.
J: I do, but I have to move on.
S: but whatever you do. 

J: you know..you lose and win in life
S: dont feel likee hes too good for you. OKAY? just remmeber that.
J: yeah i know. Ohkaaay, I'M TOO GOOD FOR HIM AHAHAHAH justkidding(:
S: but just don't let him get in theeee waay of you being you. HAHAHAHAH
J: Mkaymkay(: That's what I'm going to do. Thanks & lvoeyouuuu
S: HAHHAH no problem :] sorry if im not the best advice giver, but i just dont wantto see a good friend of mine down yknow?
J: It's fineee. Yesyes(: I understaaand. I'm going to dedicate my blog the next time I write one. or maybe now

&thats how I came to write this blog. I love her to death. She's my ventOR. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! She's such a cutaaay, thanks love. I will change my viewpoint in life, but I'll never ever change who I am. Don't worry(: and, yeah, I'm too good for him loveee♥

My man<3

So much things happened these days, I don't even want to vent. Seriously, God has given us life so we can just enjoy, but we have to think about the downside. He gave us pain in order for us to be ready when evil comes. I'm sorry for being holy-ish, but I'm really trying to change myself into being even more optimistic. I'm happy on the outside, but in the inside I'm still hurting. Too many damages built up, and now it is beginning to collapse. I'm doing very bad in almost everything I do, but I'm going to be better. Just Watch Me. I'm going to also stop being hypocritical. I say too much, "Ugh, I hate my life", or "FML" or etc. of these stuff. And I think I take my life for granted. I have to appreciate what God has given me, and use myself to serve God. In high school, it's not all about the boys. The only men in school is God. Haha, I actually don't know if that made sense, but what I mean is. I'm not going to take my life for granted. After all, Jesus died on that cross not to see you suffer from a heartache.

Dedicated to Rekla, one who understands<3

Depression.

I hear all of my friends just giving up, but you guys should never ever say that. Even though I say it myself.. wow I'm such a hypocrite. Well, I'll update this more later. Esther just got us kicked out --x

Spring Break..

has been really whackk.. seriously. I'll vent, sorta

Friday:

I had to watch my brother at home. Whee, fun--x But I literally yelled when Klare told me I made it to cheer. HAHAHA. Susie and Klare was by, and visited my home secretly. Today, I got in trouble because my parents found out. Ohwells, but it was okay, I had to get rid of evidence, ahaaa! MMM, my brother was really weird. They left going to Towne Center watching Hannah Montana (i think) without me.. I want to watch it so bad right now. Agggghh.. that's the end of the day. Well it was boring after. Ohyeah! CHURCH! omg, monica went. And like literally no one was there(x but later there were, but.. we were praising and monica started crying, i was laughing sortaa(: and we watched this gay musical about jesus and i didnt even understand. That church day was freaking boring, sorry monica, it was boring ):

Saturday:

Korean School--x boring cuhs i have no friends there. I'm a loser(: and I had to clean my room which took an hour of my time! That's it for now.

I really want to go to the beach, hitmeup.

Bonfire,ohyes!

What time is it?!

SPRING BREAK TIME! IT'S OUR VACATION! Ohkay, so AGHHHH! I can't even really play that much, so what's the matter. Anyways, but maybe can make it.. but that's a maybe. So hurry and give me the dates! Or else, Ahhhg, I'm going to be a loner who stays home all dayyy! Well, my brother tried to kill me today. Because I wouldn't get off the computer and he pushed me and i pushed him and he tried to stab me with a fork. traumatixing moment. help me here. i had a bad day too.. lol, well I totally failed a lot of my test and stuff. and like cheer--x let's not even go there! I can't even see the results tomorrow because I have to freaking babysit my possessed brother. Shoot me now!

I know-Son Ho Young

Listen to him. Sort of like.. TaeYang in a way. Not that baaaad(; He's sort of ugly.

Okay, I'll give you some music (korean) updates[:

1)I know- Son Ho Young
2)Love119- K.Will (Just love the guy's voice&he looks like my uncle! LOL)
3)Today More Than Yesterday- Kim Jong Gook (MUAHAHA GIRLYVOICE!)
4)Call Me- Taegoon (OMG. THIS IS JUST PLAIN FUNNY! the main dance. ehhe)
5)Saying I Love You- Wonder Girls ( I like this one.)
6)U-Go-Girl- Lee Hyo Ri (LOL its so hyorish..)
7)I'm Your Girl- SES (This is was korean ABBA(: )

Well I am at the library looking for korean songs like im a little loser.. Peter Yoon is next to me doing his homeworkkk. Welldidoodidah. Cheer--x The dance is complicated , but the afterschool practice I had with MaryAnne, Ashley, and Nita made it better! Well I hope. I have to practice, too bad they don't have CD burned today, couldn't get the song. WOW, SES. Koreans, holyCOW, they are so oldddddd! mmm.. I'm sorta cold in the library so I'm going to slip a jacket on! brb.. now I have to go homee! BYEEEE(:

HUGE CATCH UP TO DO!

Mkay, apparently, I'm so laggy from cheer and whatnot. ehh, i feel like poo! ASDF i have like letters to write but I'm lazy and catching up with Gossip Girl. Ahahaa! Yeauppp, and I'm home being all sedentary lifed & crap. Currently, writing this and catching up on Gossip Girl (I already sais that) and catching up with Klarissa SonSHINEEEE with updates! She is so supportive I swear, but she doesn't deserve all the stress she's going through. Mhmm, and like my brother is reading this and doing weird stuff next to me! Mhm, and likeeeee I'm pretty much going through stress and I got so much pimples and I can't even put my hair up anymore! Ughhh, I'm so frustrated.

YAY my magazine came in my mail today! Ugh, I wonder when my magazine subscription would end.. Hmm, anyways, got a good exercise at Bally Fitness Center. I have a membership there.. don't ask. Please don't. Anywho, I "biked" and did some leg stuff.. IDK. But my legs are starting to sore. But I have cheer tomorrow, so why bother? Hehe.

Hm, so Friday I went to the mall and got to see Esther Chang! Well yeah, we didn't catch up much. But like.. mmm.. we saw Fast and the Furioius thingmabob, and I personally thought it was a waste of money! Well, Kris was broke like always so I bought him taco bell.. and in the theater he made me eat it. AGHLAKSDJL and then after him and Monica made fun of me. BWAH ):

MichelleLovee,

aww, you left today. You didn't even say bye! WHAT THE FREAK! you just hugged klarissa and jackie and cebrina but not meeee! HAHA, well, I'm watching Boys before flowers right now, and HEDGE YEAHHHHHHHH! GU JUN PYO GETS HIS MEMORY BACK! mmm, well im just recovering from a closure (from health) but its all good, kay? Like, I'll get over it(: Well, mmm.. im just happy the fact that gu jun pyo gets his memory back(: JJ foreveeer<3 mmm, cheer practice. ASDFGHJKL: hard. I'm sore all over like no otheer! But it was fun somehow[= like the summersaults or however you spell it! Hmmm, well Michelle, come soon & DONT WRITE YOUR NAME IN GRAFFITI WORDS! MKAY?! (: well that's it for now, I'm super tired. Bye & I LOVE YOUUUUU♥