So much things happened these days, I don't even want to vent. Seriously, God has given us life so we can just enjoy, but we have to think about the downside. He gave us pain in order for us to be ready when evil comes. I'm sorry for being holy-ish, but I'm really trying to change myself into being even more optimistic. I'm happy on the outside, but in the inside I'm still hurting. Too many damages built up, and now it is beginning to collapse. I'm doing very bad in almost everything I do, but I'm going to be better. Just Watch Me. I'm going to also stop being hypocritical. I say too much, "Ugh, I hate my life", or "FML" or etc. of these stuff. And I think I take my life for granted. I have to appreciate what God has given me, and use myself to serve God. In high school, it's not all about the boys. The only men in school is God. Haha, I actually don't know if that made sense, but what I mean is. I'm not going to take my life for granted. After all, Jesus died on that cross not to see you suffer from a heartache.
Dedicated to Rekla, one who understands<3
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